Just something i was kinda thought of.
While I was listening to TJ McCloud. Mmhmm. I love him.
--I stand at the end of that hallway and i get so nervous.I look at how empty and blank it is.
I get scared. Its dim. No light of form of life visible at all in it. It seems never ending.
But i see a double door at the end.
With a little bit of light coming through it. I want to run to it. Where i know theres life and light.
But im scared of what will happen whileim going down the hall. Who knows whats goingto happen or show up.
Thats all i got so far.
Peace.Love.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
Letters.
I want to write down thoughts, images, bad days, stories, pictures, verses, quotes, anything.
Then seal it up in an envelope and stand on top of the biggest hill i can find and let them free.
Then seal it up in an envelope and stand on top of the biggest hill i can find and let them free.
Just to set my thoughts free. So someone will know them and what im feeling, but not who i am.
I need to set these images, ideas, feelings, thoughts, stories, stress, and anything else free in the wind.
I need to set these images, ideas, feelings, thoughts, stories, stress, and anything else free in the wind.
Free off my mind, free to roam, so free i know its safe because i know its not building up inside when i have nobody to talk to.
Peace.Love.
Friday, April 4, 2008
The white room.
Okay so lately i have been feeling empty.
And like i just wanted to lay in bed forever. I didnt have any effort to do anything. Finish homework, study for my huge test. Anything.
So then i started talking to Becky and i started getting pictures again.
Soooo.....Heres another story about what i saw.
--Okay so im in this room. Its all white. And im sitting in the middle. with a bright holy light shining on me. This room is all brought and white and is never ending. And i see in this room a bookcase, and a broken guitar. I have no idea why though.
But im on the floor reading my bible, i get up and walk around the room.
I turn around and i see pictures on the walls. Some that i have taken and some are just pictures other people have taken that i like. And they are just floating there.
Then i notice that everywhere i turn there are like movies kinda on the wall.
But the thing is its not a wall. Its like a movie screen but i can see the other side. If that makes any since, Congrats. You understand me.
Okay so on the first video thing i see this girl who is dancing in this beautiful field. And she is just running around and spinning in circles. And shes young, around 13. And then i realized its me because i was 13 when i accepted God. So then i turn and see another one.
And if this room had walls it would be covered with all these different videos. But it doesn't so they are all just floating there. So anyways, this other one is a bunch of teenagers at a drive in watching a movie.
Then i turn again and see this one and this boy who has brown hair and is around 17 is walking on this winding road. And i see as the scenery is mountains. Beautiful mountains. And then i notice that its raining, but he doesn't care. He just keeps walking.
And i know this boy, hes beautiful and i know him. I know him and i always have.But i cant see his face or see what he looks like.
Yeah so i got out of that that its basically my life. Possibly maybe. We will see if God decides to say anymore.
Annd yeah....thats basically it.
Peace.Love.
And like i just wanted to lay in bed forever. I didnt have any effort to do anything. Finish homework, study for my huge test. Anything.
So then i started talking to Becky and i started getting pictures again.
Soooo.....Heres another story about what i saw.
--Okay so im in this room. Its all white. And im sitting in the middle. with a bright holy light shining on me. This room is all brought and white and is never ending. And i see in this room a bookcase, and a broken guitar. I have no idea why though.
But im on the floor reading my bible, i get up and walk around the room.
I turn around and i see pictures on the walls. Some that i have taken and some are just pictures other people have taken that i like. And they are just floating there.
Then i notice that everywhere i turn there are like movies kinda on the wall.
But the thing is its not a wall. Its like a movie screen but i can see the other side. If that makes any since, Congrats. You understand me.
Okay so on the first video thing i see this girl who is dancing in this beautiful field. And she is just running around and spinning in circles. And shes young, around 13. And then i realized its me because i was 13 when i accepted God. So then i turn and see another one.
And if this room had walls it would be covered with all these different videos. But it doesn't so they are all just floating there. So anyways, this other one is a bunch of teenagers at a drive in watching a movie.
Then i turn again and see this one and this boy who has brown hair and is around 17 is walking on this winding road. And i see as the scenery is mountains. Beautiful mountains. And then i notice that its raining, but he doesn't care. He just keeps walking.
And i know this boy, hes beautiful and i know him. I know him and i always have.But i cant see his face or see what he looks like.
Yeah so i got out of that that its basically my life. Possibly maybe. We will see if God decides to say anymore.
Annd yeah....thats basically it.
Peace.Love.
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